*thinks.... where do I begin? Hmmmm...*
First off, this is the first time publicly I will announce that I'm no longer a part of the hip hop group CMG. There's no beef between me and any of the other member, I just felt as if it was time for me to move on. I thank everyone in CMG for giving me the opportunity to rock with them, grow with them, and bond with them. CMG makes some DOPE music, and Synergy II is not only one of the best albums I've heard in a while (this is totally a non bias opinion), but it shows the progression of men not only artistically, but mentally, spiritually, and just a total progression in life itself. Nothing but love for those guys, I wish them the best of luck with everything and I hope to work with them again in the near future. Make sure to check out their Facebook page here ---> https://www.facebook.com/copamg
This doesn't mean that I'm done with music (in case you were wondering). I am now a full member of O.T.S.S. Ent as an artist, producer, and engineer. As of now, we are doing a lot of building and organizing for future plans. You'll be hearing about them a lot more from me in the future, so be on the look out. Also, I am in the process of working on my solo project (FINALLY) called "The Butterfly DEfect". More to come on that, so stay tuned.
Since the last blog, I have gotten in a relationship with a wonder, beautiful girl named Michaela. I been through a lot of heart break in my life, but this relationship feels different. I feel balance between me and her, and that's very important. She's not just my girl, she's my best friend. Not because that's how it SHOULD be, but because that's just actually how it is. It's not by force, as some of my past relationships have been. I'm a blessed man to have her, and although it's only been four months, I feel that it's very possible that our relationship will continue strong for a LONG time.
Not only was I a single man since my last blog, I was also a heavier man. I've started a new diet and have been working out almost everyday (oops... skipped yesterday, don't tell anyone) and have lost 32 pounds. I feel and look better, but I know this is only a start. I'm far from my idea weight right now, but I will get there in due time because I'm motivated and determined to reach this goal. Shout out to the Myfitnesspal app, it has helped a lot. My girl and my cousin have also been a big help for motivating me and keeping me on the "Write" track. If either of you are reading this, thank you. (And if you are not, when WHY IN THE H@#$ ARE YAL NOT READING?!?! )
I'm not the only one that's been going through changes. My father is no going through dialysis three times a day. He lost over 20 pounds in just a few days and he feels a lot better now. Eventually he's still gonna need a kidney, and part of the reason why I'm trying to lose weight is because if possible, I would like to be the one to give him one (kidney disease is hereditary, so who knows if I may need that kidney for myself). It's been a rough 2 years for him, but he is surviving the fight. I thank everyone for the prayers for him, myself, and my family. Nothing but love to all of you.
I could go on, but I'll try to spread out the other updates in newer blogs to come. Some people fear change cause of not knowing what to expect, but change is a part of life. Everything changes: situations, people, feelings, underwear (ok, for some people, underwear is NOT true...eww), etc. We often think that the blueprints for our life is written in permanent ink, but it's not... things have to be erased and altered to be made properly complete. We have to embrace and prepare for change everyday as humans. Just remember, not all change is good. Make sure your changes are the best for yourself because another thing that changes is time, and time is something we can't get back. As long as their is time left in your life, its never to late to make changes. PEACE!
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